Another one about letting go

I feel trapped right now, as I feel others attepmting to alterate my self.

outcome

testing my imagination was a stupid thing to do, as I realized in a flash of a thought..people staring at each-other no reason at all, just for the sake of it..hm i thought i was supposed to believe..it was wrong all-right as it seemed that no one was there to comfort me at a time when i most needed it…bless, i am cool now.

how do u

see the invisible? when all u can see is nobody worth thinking about? how do u keep up with the fucking thoughts that kill u from the inside? how do u? i wonder how is life in a perfect world? could it be boring…i feel i am addicted to sensory, tactile, futile mocking-me thoughts of a better me..this is killing me again, as i a completely and totaly aware of the impossibility of living a different life, as it is so freaking tiresome trying to change…self-help books don’t help,  down-to-earth music either..what’s next…i am so sleepless, thoughtless that i shall stop writing nonsense shit now. BYE!

Honeyroot- Love will tear us apart